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Sunday, 15 November 2009

  • hey, no, i think i'm better than this.



    (i'm not going to let you ruin me again)
  • "As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."

Friday, 13 November 2009

  • independence

    ib is out of my life forever. somehow it doesn't feel as euphoric as i'd imagined to be. i guess it's because there is some loss attatched to this liberation. now i feel so purposeless, without an identity. now we are in this awkward space between childhood and adulthood.
    i hated acs the whole of last year because everyone was so different. but slowly being integrated into the culture, carved a little acs crest into my heart. i loved it. i loved the routine, the familiarity, the people, the comfortable relationships, the little elitist world.
    as we venture into the open world, we have to be our own person now. no more segregated circles to fall back upon, no more excuses to do stupid things. it is a little daunting, this responsibility. i'm not quite sure i'm ready to grow up yet, to pull myself out of routine into sponteneity. i feel so vulnerable and alone in this big, open space of the world.
    well, if there's one thing i learnt from acs (among many many), it is that change is always necessary for progression.

Tuesday, 10 November 2009

Saturday, 07 November 2009

  • nothing better

    I feel must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself/ With these revisions and gaps in history/ So let me help you remember./ I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.
    Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future/ Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures

    So please back away and let me go

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